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February 21st, 2005 (09:05 pm)

You know what I find funny yet sad at the same time? The fact that if I ever attempt to write a suicide letter, it probably won't make any sense.

This "long" weekend turned out to be longer than expected. I didn't do anything but stay home and watch movies (which is always a good thing to me) I could careless about going out, hanging out w/ big crowds and getting shit faced. Why? I'm becoming more anti-social and just more to myself. I'm at peace within the four walls of my room. I'm not depressed or anything like that, but I just like to avoid the talking, the drama, the unecessary things you shouldn't have in your life. Not that I'm saying people bring me this, but I'm sure you have the general idea on what I'm talking about... and if you don't, then w/e. It's my happiness, no one cares except for me and that's all that matters. I've noticed that every year, I meet new people, make new friends and loose some of the old.... you win some, you lose some. It's life, and frankly right now I believe I'm just unattaching myself from people just so I can find what really makes me happy. If anyone wants to assume anything of me then go right ahead.

I may be putting in my 2 weeks notice at work. Time to move on.....

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Posted by: emilysixx (emilysixx)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2005 03:30 am (UTC)

Sometimes people need a break from crowds...and you're right about being able to see what you really want this way. Sure, I feel bad that you want to keep to yourself, but if that's what you feel like you need to do then go for it.

I'll be right here for you whenever you need someone to talk to :)

Muah!

Posted by: intra_parietes (intra_parietes)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2005 03:30 pm (UTC)

You know I actually start to feel some sort of panic if I stay out too long? lol

I'm developing a problem, I know.

I honestly hate big crowds if I have to deal with them. If I don't know the majority of the people in one I can easily deal with it, though.

Posted by: karpanian (karpanian)
Posted at: February 22nd, 2005 08:30 pm (UTC)

Well as long as u don't become a hermit, it's good to stay indoors some times... i've watched too many movies lately.. i love it.. Damn blockbuster online.

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